I will be graduated in 3 months and I am doing my internship right now. My major is computer engineering but I always feel forgetting syntax, concepts, and everything like I wasted my college time even though my GPA is higher than 3.5.

For the different scenarios, I do not know what to do. I feel like I need some instructions all the time as if I had no initiative of my own. I feel like I need someone to push me. Is it normal thing? For every new task, I am asking AI tools to deliver the assigned jobs because of the feelings that I have mentioned. If the task is related to pervious tasks I completed, I still go and check that task because I could not remember what I implemented and how I implemented. I even forget the syntax of the programming language I use currently. I guess I do not know how to learn some things. I memorize to save the day. How will I overcome that problem? I am waiting your feedback.

I read lots of articles that saying it is normal. But I do not feel like it is normal. Maybe I need more convincing claims.